As 2012 starts to slowly creep in on me I have suddenly developed an urge to make a list; a list of resolutions (I guess). Things that I want to do with my life in 2012 all 365 days of it. 2011 has been a crazy year for me to say the least. So many changes have taken place some good and some bad but mainly all great, yet I am not satisfied. This drives me crazy about me I am never satisfied. I am always seeking for something. I am not sure what. But I plan to devote 2012 to learning how to be content in my situation while patiently awaiting THE NEXT. I need adventure and I definitely need to get back into food. I miss it. Creating food for me is sweet love affair. All of it. The stainless steel kitchens, the longs hours, the rush, the creation, the satisfaction that comes with with preparing the perfect plate during the craziness that comes with lunch hour. I need this to be happy! Food awakens me in ways that nothing ever has and ever will. I miss it so much I want to cry. How did I get so lost and become so indecisive. I was the woman who had it together, who never broke, who was always firm to her decision. Where did she go? I plan on bringing a better version of her back.